go_the_distance

The thing which oneself is oneself and makes.
Future oneself changes whether you bring up one's where.
I watch one's life as one work.
Such a viewpoint is good.
I do not think about how I do tomorrow
and try to look at perspective of the life slowly today.
Then there is the time when time looks even dearer now,
and the middle of one's sensitivity floats.
I think even if I become it whether such a time makes oneself.

自分というアートを大切に...

While my christmas holiday, i went to frrance,italy,switzerland,germany.
at christmas day i was in paris.
that's nice ,of course.because there are many stuff decolating for christmas day everywhere.
especially,in paris i can see many japanese people.
when i hear japanese, i feel relaxed.
because in countries where can't understand English is hard to deal with something...
espesially italy..
italian people cant speak English and understand listening one.
that's why just i sightsee there.
in particular,in this trip some problems happened to me.
so it was hard ...
that's why looks is luxury trip ...but it includes hard trip.
actually, it's second trip in my dutch life.

long time i didn't write diary...
in this semester , i launched various things in order to improve my english skill.
actually i know my English skill is not good . But i also know it's not bad.
so it has some hopes absolutely, i feel myself.
that's why i decided to read English newspaper loudly everyday since 4 months ago.
i read all newspaper publishing the day. that's why for the first time it's hard to read it.
every time i feel tired. But definetly ,i believe it's good for me.
Listening also is one of my bad point .
recently, because i bought new computer ,i can listen CNN easily.
because i have i-tune.so i can get it on i-tune.
however i study english how to expression , pronunciation,grammar , newspaper is so interesting. there are lots of new words and sometimes i cant understand ,but gradually i can get new information and new words.
i have only the rest of 1 month.
so i'm gonna go for it.

Today is Basket Bal day.
To tell the truth, I play Basket Ball every Thursday.
Unil now everyday i ran around the big lake,practiced basketball.
so i wanted to win the matchi. absolutely...!
But everyone is very,very strong ,high,,powerfl!!!Maybe noem of tall is 190 cm.
But i'm 185 cm. so i can win about ''rebound'',though i'm not good at basketball so i should take ball under he goal and pass to somone of team. it's ok. Because my teammates can goal. imust do what i can in court.
that's why i could take the ball under the goal and win.
i could win 8 match.so ikept playing 8 match. so i was very tired..that's why ,on the way of the game,i got a cramp in my leg. But i didnt give up. Because i didnt want to lose absolutely. there is an american guy in my team he is very good basket player.
my dutch friend taught me his basketbal skill is simillar to professional player's skill.
though he speaks too much,he is real basketp player.
but other team are also good.
so icant compromise,here there is game match which i cant lose,i thought myself.
evn if i was so tired ,never had i given up.
so until final match ,i didnt lose.
i could win 8 match.
so i ws happy. basketball is so iteresting.
it's not only because i can play basketball.but also communicate with everyone , practice english.

anyway,iwas so tired....

8/31 Finaly, I went to holland for studying abroad .Still Holland, I have a lot of things which must plan from now , consider variousthings,and I was nervous.
8/29 moving and convivial meeting of my company,8/30 final meeting of my projects,8/31 departure from Japan.
Now I'm enjoying my holland life very much.I could make a lot of friend. Still my class started ,I sightsaw around rotterdam.and participated in various event.
Now, because I have a lot of foreigner ,I tech own language each other. It's so funny.
And because i play some sports,insturuments,Iit's easy to make friend.
But only my problem is that it's difficult to understand Dutch. But it's fanny to study Dutch.

I had cought a cold for 2 weeks.
Finaly,troubles came to me,because I moved,worked,nonn slept.
I thought that I thought about calculatedness and must act.
yesterday,I came back my hometown,Aomori.
There,my father en mother waited me.
my grandma has been in hospital.
However she wasn't fine,she could talk with me a little.
she seemed to be sad,but she was happy that I grew big person,I effort at tokyo,I 'm alive.
Because I like to take apicture en make a memories,I took many pictures,talk more,I spend with my grandma for long time.
Because I decided to work in tokyo,go to studying abroad in rotterdam,she seemed to be sad en happy.
She looked complicated.

Yesterday ,I went to watch one of obirin university's group,"OPAP".
OPAP is obirin parforming arts project.
The drama name is "munasawagi-no-houkago".
Because this drama is more difficult than before one, I wasn't able to understand well.
But each parforming was very delicate en sharp,deep.
It was wonderful to express it in various form,I thought.
However I have go to watch OPAP show several times since we made project in our class of obirin university,OPAP member remember me always.
So I'm enjoyble.
I realize it recently that the making of acquaintances is important.
Therefore I thought that I must not lose trust.
Today I 'm bussiness of FAAM ,too.

I worked at bar"wara wara" for 18:00~6:00 yesterday,slept at 8:00.
Because I promised to do meeting with koyama-president in ikeziri-ohashi,I must get up 10:00.
The contents of the meeting was

1.The business circumference to the live house
2.An interview to the artist
3.About a completed business card

We did a meeting about a friend and the future of the project of the meeting more.
And we comfirmed schedules each other.
I think that many encounters seem to increase from now on.
I will look forward to having this and work related to in future.

I work part-time at bar near my home.
There I have work for 4 years,because A hourly wage is high.
I made about 210000 yen last month.
I 'll be able to reach the money of studying abroad.
Maybe I 'll make 190000 yen this month.
There I got speed of work very well,I think.
In bar ,speed of work is very necessary.The power to watch the whole calmly is necessary.
When I went to Australia,I effort to make much money.
So I was able to get a sense of fulfilment.
I want to do my best sequentially in order not to leave the regret.
Tomorrow,the day after tomorrow,I'm going to make bussiness with advertisements which we made around shibuya,shimokitazawa live-house.

However I 'm said by everyone that I have so many hobbies ,I 'll introduce one of hobbies.
I love take some picture with my camera.
I have two types camera.First is degital camera.Second is toy camera.
In particular,toy camera is very interesting.the camera is toy,but we can take som pitures well.
It's not expensive(70$),we can buy easily.
When I say what is interesting ,for example, first we take a sky's picture.
Next we don't wind up a tag,and take a different scenery.
Then we can make piture that it piled up.
So we can take the stylish pictures.
Because I take cool picture ,I search good scenery.
So I hope there are many ones in the Netherland.
I'm looking forward to go there.

I have one of the schedules ,which I make a live in my band club.
Because there are only 3 drumers,I must play much music.
The total of music is 64 music.So I must learn music really.
But I have play drums for 8 years,I love all music,so I learn music easily.
Before, I ever had got the chances meeting through music.
When I was high school student,I made my own band CD.
We made origenal music.Then we did business to convey our thought to many CD shop.
When I made live show,always we play music,make a meeting with older person,adult.
It was very interesting and studied.
I was able to realize it when I grew up.
When I went to Australia,I speak to stranger who may play the band or love music.
Fortunately he wasband man and made a session at outdoor near the beach.
Then I was able to make much friends.
The music has a good influence on me.