go_the_distance

The thing which oneself is oneself and makes.
Future oneself changes whether you bring up one's where.
I watch one's life as one work.
Such a viewpoint is good.
I do not think about how I do tomorrow
and try to look at perspective of the life slowly today.
Then there is the time when time looks even dearer now,
and the middle of one's sensitivity floats.
I think even if I become it whether such a time makes oneself.

自分というアートを大切に...

in those days my friends made birthday party for me.
they are members who we went to australia as studying abroad student.
after we became bussiness men , we can meet en contact each other.
it's happy thing.
they seem to be fine ,that's also happy.
we are spending own each life.
what temporally we can exchange information , talk is nice.
anyway, when i saw my friend's photo album which we went to australia ,
i remembered those memories en felt at a loss little bit..
what can i do, what do i wanna do.
ahaha
i'm spending my life to change.
just it's good that weekend i have something to do.
i go surfing.
i go climbing Mt.Fiji.
i go watching live show.

fuckin goooood.

i wanna do business in foreign countries.
i have to study~~
shiiit


i wanna go holland.
i miss holland , australia ,,,

day after tomorrow i'll go to guam.
it's my summer holiday.
In Japan already summer has past away,but it's last summer for me.
i'm so happy that i can go foreign countries after starting to work...
in such fuckin my life , nothing of dairy to change ,
so i swear i definetely have a nice time there.
guaaam! guaaam! i'm looking for it
i wanna do something which everybody seems to laugh.
guam is waiting for us.

nowadays i've never time i can study on my private days...

however task i should do at my work is study for me.

but in order to get some qualifications,i have to study myself. i have to make time myself.

the time is fuckin important for me now.
whether i can make schedule myself or not...

inteligents have theabilitis ,which they can make it themselves en think them vision.

now i dont have that all.
that's why now i have nice opportunity.
i never see toe.

nowadays i'm really fine.
i have task what to do.

especialy i'm getting various hobbies.
next holiday i'm gonna go climbing the waterfall en rock.

almost every week i've gone to live shows.
that's why my dairy is finely spending.
that's cool for me.
yesterday i talked with my ducth friend who now stays in osaka as studying abroad student.
he seems to be enjoying his japanese life.
i'm happy to hear that.

so just i'm waiting fuckin nice summer day...

today fuckin nice day

just my life has been spending.
i have doubt of fact whether i can grow or not.
time i have to think of it has come.
i study english en chinese.
i dont know why.
just my will is moving.
maybe because of nice memories i had spent there.
always i cant help studying anything.
derpite of my fuckin skill.
i wanna feel something doing always. like reading book...talking with my friends...thinking something...brabrabra..

today i made new york friends.
they are strangers en just visitor.
in new york they are working at fashion shop.

i wanna keep in touch with them.

today my leder of my team talked to me frankly.
that's happy for me. cauz almost everyone cant take conversation.
that's why it's nice opportunity.
he asked me about my future.

wat do u wanna do in ur future?

i said

/i dont know yet...but i wanna do create something.so now im studying en collecting information.if i can,i wanna do marketing with foreign country. /

but of course i have to study hard en be sensitive against everything.
in order to do bussiness thing what to do is to do something for people.
if i do for people,i could fluent them.
that's very my point.

anyway for long time i must be patient.
manly ikite

good morning,
finaly, my assginment place (work place) was decided.
to tell the truth,I was studying at my company on purpose.
another new staff already had gone other assignment each other.
bur I could win the interviw of "Sumitomo-syoji" where nobody could win.
that's why i'm really happy now. and i'm swearing i'll do my best.
fortunately, the general manager told me that he seemed to like my character..
that's the happy thing...
so my work place changed from shinjyuku to shiodome.
i have to work and deal with everything carefully always.

furthermore i have to consider about doing some business.
everything is going fun.

hello, I've been working at my company already.
My company's contents are outsourcing CRM, survices for cliants etc...
BUt I'm just studying here for deal with IT project yet. I'm really looking for do project however I'm warried about it..
That's why i practice PC typing and study so hard.
But , because i have evident aim,i enjoy studying.

Btw, recently i'm thinking about business with junior fellow.
However our aim is publishing a book , we'll make homepage about cafe in only kichijozi at first.
Next, if our homepage will be popular , we'll do that.
In order to do that, we have to differentiate another guys.
So now just we are planning.
I hope we could advance our aim.
I'll do my best.

tonight i had farewell party in the restaulant.
there were 50 people who lived in my dormitory.
that's why it was exciting meals. today my roommate Frence guy went back to France.
also other guys went back to own countries..it's sadness.
we made nice relationship each other , but it couldn't be helped.
3 days later i also go back to Japan .
i wanna stay here.
but i wanna go back to japan.
because i have lots of things what to do in japan.
maybe i'll be so busy later.....
anyway i enjoyed dutch life.
so cool days....
thank you guys for everything

only 1 week left .
i stayed and study in holland for 6 months.
i'm remembering about its success.
When i went to the training camp of Hori seminar, my professor(Mr.Hori) introduced me the program.
For the first time i was confused ,thinking about it all along .
because i wanted to improve my english skill, study bussiness.
however , i thought i can improve not only english skill, but also various skills , which is needed in order to settle some deals.
that's why i decided to come here while recruiting .
Anyway it may be late somewhat....
but i could come here and stay here.
my professor made the chance for me, i got supreme opportunity.
Though i was not good at english , i did my best , tried to speak more .
Unfortunately , beause of my skill i couldn't take the class of bussiness,but i studied myself.
i don't know if it's good for me or not...just tried it....
but now i'm thinking about it...i have to consider about me what to do at first.
In other days , my professor came here for bussiness.
i met him, shigtsaw ,talk a lot.
while talking , i felt i'm inexpert..
always i felt it. but just feeling , just say . it's not good.
i have to act really.
I noticed,,,oh my goood ,,damn.....
i must change my bad characteristic!!
At least , here i could experience lots of things. I wanna make use of it.